Ok I was just reading on another post about emotions and switching them. i was thinking about how angry I get at things and how badly they leave scars on my friends, loved ones and even myself at times but i thought of something good about my disorder.

In my anger I say things that I wouldn't say at any other time and in the heat of the moment it really feels like I mean them so in a way it's real -- but only temporary. One thing I know even in the midst of my anger (times when I can hold onto a small sense of rationality) That when it subsides, when I calm down, it will all look different again, i'll forget and think everything is hunky dory. Of course on the negative side this can be frustrating to other people since their wounds can be deep and while I'm back to being oblivious they are still hurting. >.< I hate that part.

But something I've told my ex in the past time and time again, no matter what you do to me, nothing is unforgivable and my anger never lasts. one thing that I can say is a positive side of being bpd is the ability to literally forget and move on. it means if you're my friend and have offended me in anyway, you can rest assured that no matter how much anger you see, no matter how much rage spouts out of my mouth, trust me, it will pass and you'll always be forgiven. I'm not sure I can say that about people I know that do not have the quick emotions that I do... but then maybe I'm thinking too much. I do that. a lot.