Chrysalis,

The first thing I thought when i saw your painting is, OH MY GOSH!!! I absolutely think you have alot of talent and could work in the art world once you are out of school.

Regarding being sensitive, take a look at Elaine Aron's "Highly Sensitive Person" Web site. There are also books and articles about HSPs. Yes, it is difficult to feel our emotions so intensely! But as you said, many artists have this trait (as well as many writers, actors, poets, and musicians). It enables us to be both creative, as well as intuitive and compassionate. Although it can sometimes feel like a curse, it can also be a blessing.

I would encourage you to consider seeing a therapist to deal with your issues of people pleasing, anxiety, and low self-worth. I know from experience that "pushing away" pain and sadness doesn't always work. I did that for years, until I finally had a very serious breakdown into clinical depression, which has taken me years to climb out of.

Take it from me, it is better to be honest with yourself about your pain and sadness, and get some professional help, rather than pretending to be a superwoman. I would hate to see you go down the same path I did.