At this time she has been really nice to me so nice it scars me we have been apart so long I really do not know how to take it as in we stay married or we do not stay married at present time I felt it was over and it was all my fault I felt I was the only one trying to make it work cause she kicked me out and the year I had last was the last year I was going to feel like I did. My wife now seems stable but she is really sad days I have asked her if would be best for me to leave she says she would feel lost an unwanted and she is afraid of loosing me as a husband!!!, way I felt all last year I felt I was holding here back and I was the burden cause she did not have time for me.So at this time not sure is a cry to get out of the marriage or a cry to be loved.