The more I get attached to my T,the sadder i get. I have no idea whats going on. I get so scared. I know she wont leave me. But i think I get sad because i know the more I get attached, the less I'll get from her. I know if I get attached, she will have to set boundaries and hurt me. The more I get attached, the more I ache for more than a therapeutic relationship with her.. with anyone, and i know i cant have it. she represents another inaccessible person for me and i hate needing her. it hurts.