Regrets I suppose are just lessons to be learned. We must take something from them. I regret, the way my life has turned out. Depression has robbed me of my job and my soul. Where is that so called attractive, bubbly woman who had everything ? A shell is left, an empty shell existing, just existing, not living.
I sleep all day and wake up to nothing and no one. I miss a life and human contact. Today I cried, an emotion, I've not even felt like in ages. I cried out, in quiet prayer asking God to help me, to end this darkness, this solitary life. Small and pathetic.
Now, gone 1.30 am I'm awake and reaching out again on here, looking for help and company, to not feel quite so alone.
I'm not familiar with the music you mention, but know what you mean about the power that certain songs hold. They touch us when we listen closely. Some lyrics are like prayers, deep meaningful words that touch us.
I don't so much look back, as what's done is done. History. But my future, as I can see it, frightens me. I fear for what's left of my life. I can't see any hope ahead, and that's sad. Just not how I planned things. I just wonder why me, and if that sounds pitiful, so be it.