Well, I think about what I would have done differently at work. I read in a catalog yesterday a quote from Ghandi, "Nobody can hurt me without my permission." These guys are just big baby bullies. Your thinking no one cares, may be projecting some unresolved past issues on the present. The fact is: the company is lucky to have you. You do a lot of good work for them. They pay you. Act like you deserve respect, because you do. Those guys are nothing. And they know it, otherwise they wouldn't pick on you.