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Old Jan 15, 2013, 09:42 PM
edward6 edward6 is offline
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Originally Posted by Chrysalis12 View Post
I guess nothing lasts forever, and I should value what I have before it is gone. Yet, I am caging myself. Were you ever hesitant about freeing yourself? I know it sounds like a strange question, but I am fearful for what lies outside my ideas of self-doubt. What if I actually am a failure in reality?
Everyone strikes out; some more often than others. Not attempting to swing has caused me more depression than almost anything else. "I'm no good;" I'm a loser;" "they're right." The worst part about failure isn't the people who put me down, but me! I buy into it, and start carrying it around in my head. I keep trying, but I'm my own worst enemy. This is the cage that I'm talking about.