Thanks, It may have been a faithfulness thing. I just don't know. I often think of what I could have, what I am setteling for, and how nice it would be to be treated with respect.

It could be about the struggle to stay out of harms way and keeping my little girl safe. Having her not see me in this situation so that one day she will never end up in a very controled lifestyle like I have. It's no way to live.