Hi mara.. I actually realized that my super daydreaming coping method wasn't just recent, I actually have a different world before than my "new world" but the difference is that before I only do that when I am about to sleep or when I am NOT sober (w/c was very rare back then). But since I have controlled my and coping method and I made myself "allergic" to drinking.. That daydreaming coping method is all I got thus making it more 'entertaining' (i dont know what word to use cuz I cant really describe it) and I get caught up with more than it should. If ever I get to see my Psych I would ask her about it and share to you what she thinks.. anyways take care