((((Sunburn))))))
I'm sorry you've been struggling too - but it's ok to struggle. And you WILL get better. It can be hard to believe that and fight for that every day but you can and will
I think a support group is a good idea - it would keep your mind on getting better and give you and outlet. I personally haven't tried group sessions so can't tell from personal experience but from everything I've heard an dfrom what you're saying about you right now it seems right.
can you talk to your pdoc about med switch or reduction?