When I get so depressed and start getting suicidal, I now I should go to hospital. At his stage my lie has no value, and I've probably thought of a we options to follow through with the ideation.
The other time it was "too late" and I landed in hospital after and OD.
Ad then I was hospitalized because I'd messed around with my meds combo and was taking them as I found fit, and needed to stop benzo's which would result in withdrawals and I needed to be inpatient for them to help me.
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller"
Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified
Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn
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