pfftt--- like I know things are coming together.

As making a list, i find that about a month ago, I was trying to do the same thing.

I know "just DO IT"--- but how do you "JUST DO IT"...

something very important has been flawed in the programming of me.

But it will be ok-- I keep telling myself- It will be ok-- I gotta keep trying, even if I fall each time-- why?

Because one day when I try again, I may stumble, but perhaps I will not fall completely down on my bum again.