Faith, I want to have faith that she will survive and not repeat a cycle of abuse that is to my knowledge at least 3rd generation now. Or, if you count the baby is that fourth? If not what of my years of mothering her? What of my love for her, my family's love for her? We get hurt, what does she get, does it make a difference?
Today I say yes. She called her sister at college and they spoke, she is planning on flying to see her grandparents she has not seen in about a year and a half and they are not young. I am helping her with health care stuff and she wants to get certified to early education/childcare. Which she is very good at.
Thanks for the encouragement, please keep it coming. I love this girl as though I gave birth through my heart and it breaks whenever I see her getting hurt.
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