Just wanted to let you know that after I was on the doc chat last night, my son came home from work and nagged me until I got up. Then he said he loved me and cared, and such and wanted to know if I was having,, those kinds of thoughts..and I finally admitted it. Hes taking me to the dr today at 2. I may end up hosp. and Im not happy about it, but its prob. for the best. I'll catch ya later.