My sister checked herself in last year for bp mixed plus suicidal... She really just needed a rest, she should've gone to a spa for a week. Checked herself out next day cuz it was not what she was hoping for. I think she expected some heavy sedation, and to just be able to sleep for days away from demands of kids and family, but that's not really what they did. They even cut back her xanax.

A pdoc who assessed my son years ago told me that she asks sui people if they really want to kill themself or do they just want things to be different. That was a treasure of info she gave me cuz I'm usually able to ask myself that question when I'm in a bad state. And yea, I want things to be wayyy different. Plus I'm ready to say that if anyone ever tries to 5150 me, I really don't like hospitals.

But yea... RIO!! We can dream.