Your subconscious is dancing around with the things you are experiencing right now.

You have a new T, and he/she is probably taking some notes about the things you say.
He/she is doing this so he/she can have a record of you so he/she can piece together your challenges in order to help you "help yourself". So, when we do "start" therapy we "know we are damaged somehow, we are worried about trusting a T to see and understand it, and feel safe with this new T too.

You have a new man that is inerested in you, and you are wondering if he will see that you are damaged too somehow and you don't want him to hurt you either.

And then your mind recalled a man that tends to be attracted to "damaged or troubled women" and he isn't to be trusted and his relationships end badly. BUT, he has an authority position too.

So basically you were just putting your "thoughts and fears" together and that is the way you put things together in your mind. It was just a dream that presented you with "information" you had already noticed and storred in your mind. And the overall message was "be careful" and "you are still acknowledging that you feel "damaged" somehow. I agree with BonnieJean too, you are still wondering about how other people think about you.

The interesting thing though is you also sorting through the kind of people that are around you as well.
You have been slowly "learning" how to look at these people "in a different way" Rose, there is nothing wrong with that, it is part of "your healing process".

Open Eyes