Well, I made it to my pdoc appointment. After being thoroughly scolded for stopping my meds, she switched one of my meds. I am a little upset though. I finally got health insurance through my husband's new job. I'm probably going to have to find a new pdoc and T. This really, really bothers me. I have had sooo many T's, and this is first one I've ever found that I actually connect with and that actually helps me. As it is, I can't see her until Feb. (I made an appointment, Feb 1st), and who knows, that could be my last appointment... I have to call and reschedule my GP appointment, so hopefully I can talk to them about all of this when I see my new doctor... But this also means I probably can't join a group at my old mental health center... I'll have to look around...

Anyways, the big thing, is I actually made it out of the house and to my appointment and got my meds changed. All good things. Now to start feeling better.. I hope?

Thanks again for all the kind words. They really do help.