thank you for the warm thoughts fuzzy, always, & Tanya Grave.
mssummom, I left you a message posted in the thread honoring you in the appreciation forum

You are just too kind!!
Thanks for offering a new way to think of this situation Perna. I don't really want to be apart of her life. I just want to know she likes me. ... that if I wasn't her client, that she would actually want to know me. That there is authenticity when she says she really cares about me. How can i know its true?