My problem is not as much a problem, next to the ones i read about here! But i still get some bad days! Like today!

I just feel misreble, dont feel like doing anything, and i dont do anything, neither at work or at home! I just sulk! i know its worse and i should do something about it but wat?

U see my prob is small! I love football and my dream is to become a football player! Now i know that that is just a dream and i accept it as it is! But i dont even play football for fun and this depresses me! i mean i love football with all my heart and i would be fine if i played with a group of nobodies! but i dont even do that!

Now i know you might say, well do what you can to play with somebody! But ive done that already! The friends i had at school dont seem to play anymore, or else are playing professionally! My famely does not care about football and when ive tried to apply with a team, they say im too old (21) and since ive never been in a team (just faith) i dont have the skill with the ball although im good at my position!

I dont know what to do! i mean its not always like this, but when i see my cousine singing and playing infront of a croud and fulfilling his dreams and im older than him and have nothing it just makes me sad!

Pffft! sorry for the wines!