I'm sorry you had such a lousy night. A day without decent sleep really stinks. Your panic attack description was really vivid - made me feel chills. It sounds awful.

Maybe listening to the guy in your kitchen for a while could be pretty darned interesting. Get a steno pad, nod a lot, consider yourself his T, and send him a bill.

Take care. Emmy

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