does this happen to anyone else?> you go through a day somewhat fine, occasional crying spell or whatever, but mostly fine. then that night, its like you morph into someone else completely.....i get really depressed-its like I've reached the end of the line or something. everything about me changes pretty much. i dont talk to anyone, i want desperately to be alone, if i do end up calling someone i dont talk much, if i do talk its very quiet and its like it takes great effort for me to express things. im not sure what goes on in my head, i just feel dead. so then i get the urge to cut and usually do. like last night, i cut and its like i instantly "feel" again. i know that feeling of relief happens to me in other instances too, but has anyone else experienced what I do at night?