...I dunno?..can I?
what do I even mean...?
can I blame even you if you don't get it?... if you don't understand me at the risk that I won't understand you!
oh crap now I gotta make some sense of this ...how inconvenient!
I suddenly don't know what I mean ...but I know exactly how confused I really might be.
so it's somethin's fault and maybe it's best that it don't matter

ghostbrain evaporates into meaningless