I’m becoming a little alarmed. I recently got a letter from my psychiatrist that said although I have “features” of bipolar disorder, I’m more predominantly borderline personality disorder… Still doesn’t explain the massively high moods that I had prior to going on meds… And I’m starting to worry after my strangely high moods today that I might be going up again…
To add to these worries are my ridiculously high sex drive over the past few weeks… My boyfriend obviously likes it but whenever I’m with him I tend to insist that we have sex at least twice a day, usually with a bit of oral stuff too. But it’s getting to the point when, the day after we’ve had sex, I’m already going out of my mind again with sexual arousal. It’s slowly driving me nuts! I’ve been masturbating a LOT more and even being away from my boyfriend for a few days (and not being able to have sex) is driving me nuts. I was meant to be staying at a friend’s house yesterday but I wanted to masturbate so much that I had to go home.
Honestly, I’m just sex mad atm!
Kaz x
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