....well?...lets both agree on one thing at least....I'm manic!

I won't dis-agree with me but you can try to re-evaluate...

BADLY....maybe not like I forgot to remember that others have suffered too...

and this is the thing that rips me off my emotions get buried become nothing ...cos my energy is down ...and the world around me is overwhelming will I die in a pathetic heap?

and

!...the urgency is out of control beyond manic it's something spiritual

moods I trusted long ago????

for f--ks sake!

where are they when I need them