You can call the National Domestic Violence Hotline
1-800-799-SAFE (7233)

Their website at http://www.ndvh.org/

Someone to talk with is available 24/7.

I highly believe that you need to start talking with advocates and let them help you develop safety plans. They can help you connect up with local services.

Advocates can help you sort out your next step, each step. They will take you seriously, they know that what you are going through is not okay, and that emotional and psychological abuse is just as important to deal with as physical.