Sam2, I have to be very careful about what music I listen to. Music touches my soul as well. It IS amazing how powerful it is. Unfortunately, there is no music that can make me happy when I'm feeling down. And "down" for us, is WAY down there.

I, too, regret how my life turned out. I wish I had done a lot of things differently. I wish I hadn't been so scared and opted for the not acting instead of the acting.

You have provided a lot of wisdom and support here. I hope you can feel our support of you.