Stupid one sided feelings. She means the world to me, yet...to her I mean so little. Some time ago I saw a second T while I was seeing current T, to come at something from another angle. I wasn't that attached to T2, I was more attached to having someone else on my side. Yet saying goodbye to T2 was the hardest thing I'd ever had to do. I really don't know what this will do to me. I honestly don't think I can do this. I don't know what to do. But I have to. There's nothing left and I tried so hard to fix it. Thanks for thinking of me MUE.