I am so irritated right now. My H and I have issues and I am so close to calling it quits. That is a problem, but the problem at the moment is these damn tears. They will not stop. I exhale and they start running down my face again. I am tired of crying, why will they not go away. I am frustrated, angry, hurt, confused, lonely, tears won't make it better. I'm not a vocal crier and that drives some of my past T's crazy. I just set as tears stream down my face. My T often jsut looks at me and I wonder what the hell. Am I crazy. Must not be or you'd have me committed. So I'm just screwed up. I'll be fine one min and not the next. I think I finally have things under control for a little bit and all it takes is one question or comment to make the water works come on again. It is quite aggravating. I don't know that it makes me feel any better. I know it doesn't at the moment. I just don't know anymore. goodnight