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Originally Posted by Nightlight
Stupid one sided feelings. She means the world to me, yet...to her I mean so little. Some time ago I saw a second T while I was seeing current T, to come at something from another angle. I wasn't that attached to T2, I was more attached to having someone else on my side. Yet saying goodbye to T2 was the hardest thing I'd ever had to do. I really don't know what this will do to me. I honestly don't think I can do this. I don't know what to do.  But I have to. There's nothing left and I tried so hard to fix it. Thanks for thinking of me MUE. |
What a betrayal. I sympathize totally. My T did the same to me in December. She went from the "greatest" T ever who taught me so much to now being a boundary violating, dishonest, abandoning T . Calling this "grief" is insulting. It feels worse than that to me. It will probably cost me more to get through this than all of the therapy cost. I hope you have a good support system, access to a good pDoc ( nothing like having to be on 2 benzos for the anxiety), and find the courage to seek out a trustworthy T. There has to be some out there, but it is hard to see them just now. Hang in there. It has to get better.