Like buttercup I always knew my behaviour, they way I thought was not the same.
Last Jan things got really bad. I harmed myself every day and that's when I really started looking for answers.
I first thought maybe I was bipolar. But then everything stopped and my life seemed okay again. So I left it.
Things changed again in August and was harming again. I was angry confused just felt like my life was slipping and I came in here. Many suggested bipolar again and a few mention BPD. I did my research. I wrote down my life. What do you know... I was diagnosed December 2012 with BPD.

Things have for me been better since. I know that there is something wrong with me know. And I try to control certain feeling the best I can. Yeah it's tuff and anger is my biggest issue.
But I'm no longer harming for the time being. And group seems to help.