I CAN RELATE TO YOU ALF I WILL BE HERE WHEN YA WANNA TALK ... I SHARING THE SAME THING RIGHT NOW I DEAL WITH THE LOSS OF MY SPOUSE EVERYDAY BUT I HAVE LEARNED A WAY TO DEAL WITH IT ..

YOU MUST DEAL WITH YOURSELF FOCUS ON THE POSITIVE IN YOURSELF .. I UNDERSTAND THE PAIN VERY WELL ... IF YOU ALLOW THIS ONE PERSON TO CHANAGE YOUR PERSPECTIVE ON YOUR EMOTIONS YOU JUST HANDED OVER YOUR ENTIRE LIFE TO THAT PERSON AND YOU HAVE LOST CONTROL WITH THE PERSON YOU ARE --