PLEASE PLEASE get on the phone with a crisis center then find another hospital to go to!! Please let Jason rest in peace. Don't you know how bad it is hurting him to see you sooo torn up and suicidal!!
I wish I could say something profound to make you feel better, but unfortunatly I have no idea how you feel. I can only imagine though.....my daughter is my life!!
If nothing else, I will give you my phone number and you can call and talk to me. I can't give you any advice.....but I can listen.
I am sooooooo sorry for your grief!!
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