(((bd))) sorry, don't know how to help you through, I don't have an eating disorder, but don't relish the fact I have gained some weight. For me, I just accept myself as is, I'm 5'3 1/2" and weigh 160 lbs right now (until three years ago, I never weighed more than 120 lbs-unless pregnant). Most people can't believe I weigh that much because I have an hour glass figure...still just the same, I ain't too happy with it...

I know personally I am going through the change, got into a bit of a slump, then just really didn't give a rat's patooty. I picked up some not so good eating habits, which I am now correcting.

I hope you can find what you need to get you through. You are worthy of feeling better, and your worth isn't based on your weight, or your looks, it seriously is who you are on the inside. I know that sounds way too cliche, but it's the truth!!!