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It is hard. I've not even made it 6 months (which you should congratulate yourself for accomplishing, that's no easy feat) but I know its hard work!
Don't worry about disappointing anyone else but yourself. I know that's hard in itself, but its hard enough having to deal with feeling disappointed in yourself without considering everyone else!
*hugs* Take care of yourself - get back on the wagon and try again. Keep on trying, I know you can do it.
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