I have been through the vegitative state after several head injuries. Accidents. I ended up in the hospital and fought the doctors and nurses as I was parinoid, I have been in and out of the hospital several times until 2008. I finally found the right meds after being a ginipig for several meds. I have to say that in the end I feel much better after a 21 day stay for a med change which saved my life. Not all doctors are bad but if you can get the help you need, go for it even if it means a hospital stay. Nowadays hospitals treat people bettter, I know i have been treated bad by some doctors and nurses but in the end i am glad i went through all that as I would have died on my own. I found the right meds but i can't understand why they don't give you loritabs which is one of the pills that saved me from a life of pain. Maybe you could try a new place to go for meds, i write like this as good stuff about the mental health system as i have been through it all attended a mental health day treatment place and met many friends with the same problems as me and worse. there is good help out there just to let you know.