good. yeah maybe. I can't believe I posted everything that I did. what the hell was I thinking! I know that I had been depressed, but what I wrote! C'mon man, this is me, not that! IDK what changed, but man I'm pissed lol.

it could be that my swings are getting worse... idk and idc....

but if I'm getting hypo again..... than **** that! I really just don't even care to get into it. I always get hypo AFTER depression! ****ing backwards, heh? lol... haha. just like me, right, to have it backwards. I've read that adolescent onset has it backwards somewhere. idc. **** it! ha! I've sooooooooooooooooooooooooo had enough. I need a break. like a kit kat bar for life. break me off a piece of that! ha!