right now.... I just wish the old threads that I wrote would just go away.. honestly, I could take five showers right now with no problem. I hear what you are saying, but that is not me anymore. But thank you though for caring enough to post this.

Not trying to be an ***.....

just trying to say that I am different now. I'm fine. I just feel bad for posting everything that I did now. I'm not depressed anymore.