Ok so I first of all have been in a few relationships now where I feel like I'm the crazy jealous girlfriend but is it really me? I'm in this relationship now and it's been about a year, every time we go someone where there is a pretty blonde girl (usually only blondes cause that's all he likes) I always see him look. And it's not just a glance it's like a double or triple take and for a long time it didn't bother me, no big deal. Then recently we were talking and he said oh I never look at girls blah blah blah and I said yes you do I see you and we argued about it then it was over. Ok so one day we were eating someone where and some girl walks in cute blonde girl and he stops middle convo with me and looks at her and then loses his train of thought ( by the way he says he has ADHD) then I'm like what are you staring at he goes oh nothing. (Ya right) so after a few times of this every time a cute girl walks by he totally looks and he will never admit it! He'll sit here and tell me he never looks at girls blah blah but he looks at every girl with blonde hair that walks by and it's not like he's glancing or whatever it just so confident that his eyes turn that way when she walks by. And to boot, he's always telling me about his model ex girlfriends and that he can get anyone he wants blah blah blah like am I crazy!? Or is he like making me jealous on purpose!? He has a big ego and it really bothers me. Like I feel I have to worry cause he can get anyone oh and he has money so pretty much can buy girls love that way. Know it sounds twisted but that's how he thinks he's told me. I don't know what to do am I super jealous or does he like set me up on purpose? I feel like I'm going crazy and he's always calling me a crazy jealous girl. I never look at guys or anything so he never feels bad or threatened or whatever and hell sit there and look at girls (0bviously)all the time and will deny it till the me or make an excuse and say he was staring at so,etching else. help... I need ideas on how to help myself if I am super jealous or what.