Thanks Payne. Tomorrow marks two weeks for the current flare. I'm exhausted and so danged tired of hurting. Today I went out to my truck at lunch and curled up on the seat of my truck with the sun shining on me hoping the heat would help.No such luck, but I did get a quick nap in.
I keep telling myself the flare will not last forever, but it's getting hard to believe this is ever gonna end. Times like this I understand why people with this disorder kill themselves. Before anyone gets upset I am NOT suicidal! I just understand the desire to escape it all.
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