Davey, I know you meant this in a semi-humorous way but just now, after leaving my job 10 months ago I see how it made me more ill and the demands made me more ill and the sights I saw made me more ill and the experiences made me more ill and the reprimands for f'in paperwork made me more ill and the discipline for "wrongdoings" made my PTSD so much worse. I regret that I gave all of those years during my childrens' childhoods.