Hi...I am a 20 year old female and I still live at home with my parents. I suffer from severe clinical depression, OCD, Anxiety, Dyslexia, and ADD.

I recently just started two online classes for collage [I thought it would be easier]...but I am literally finding it extremely hard to even focus or get the motivation to get online and do my work.. I sleep all day and am always tired. To make matters worse...I just recently suffered a concussion that has left me with occasional vision problems, extra fatigue, mental confusion, and some hearing loss with constant tinnitus.I got the concussion on News Years Eve but am still having problems. My twin sister also recently died [I saw everyting] and I am dealing with that grief as well as unwanted flash backs. I honestly don't know how to cope...My dad is demanding that I do not fail these classes so I am trying but the course structure is so disorganized and with my Dyslexia I find it very hard to organize and make sense of what I'm suppose to do. Add my A.D.D and I have trouble focusing ON TOP of everything else.

I do not want to fail...these courses are subjects I am usually interested in...but finding the mental energy to do them is so hard... when my parents put pressure on me to focus on my studies I have an anxiety attack and become suicidal.

I must be crazy.

I don't know what to do