Thankyou so much for this. It was over facebook... so I shall figure out how to block him, or at least his messages.I've never been game enought to do this... I used to call it a 'fear of hurting people', but I think it's just because I'm scared of they're reaction. I don't know what I'd do if I saw him in person. Probably run.

You have three children? Thats amazing <3 I'm very happy for you =]

I cant get any medication, mainly due to the fact that I cant go to a therapist/doctor, because if my parents found out I would be sent away. I just have to find ways of handling this myself until I am older... I just hope I can avoid bad situations for that long.