Thanks for the opinions, I am slowly coming to terms with things and todays appointment was focused on coping and problem solving for the come up coming over to the new office, Im starting to feel very hopeful.

2 years of Therapy honestly doesnt seem long enough for me, but then again I have had alot gone on in those 2 years most being 2012 was not a good year. My biggest Issue is I hate that my PTSD is something I feel strongly that someone else has done to me and that it shouldnt be my problem however It is and I dont handle it well that I am the one STILL suffering from someone elses choices and issues. I guess its time I come to terms with it and just accept that it is what it is. Now Im just rambling on and on