The pushing away episode. I've finally met someone I really like. But stupid insecure feelings.. Are starting to take there toll.
I don't want to discuss them with him as there stupid and there mine.
So what am I doing pushing him away. Shutting him out.
Not letting him touch me
Fake laughing to show I'm happy with him. Which I am just not my feelings.
I not even sure what I feel.
I feel crap. Disgusting. Scared. Lonely.
Grrr help me lose this feeling please. I don't want to push him away.