I can't sleep and if/when I do it is always TERRIBLE nightmares. No meds work. And I can't focus on life anymore. It's affecting my health... I have headaches and light sensitivity. It's making my lung issues worse. And my brain can't function at all!

The nightmares haunt me for days when I sleep. So I'm afraid to shut my eyes. I'm fraud I will have another night terror about my friends being killed, or them leaving me, or me dying. I'm afraid I will kill myself in my sleep. I have cut in my sleep a few times in my past.

What can I do??!?!?!!!? I NEED HELP! Before I'm completely insane!

Can't afford a doctor. Kinda broke right now.