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Originally Posted by greyclouds
The pushing away episode. I've finally met someone I really like. But stupid insecure feelings.. Are starting to take there toll.
I don't want to discuss them with him as there stupid and there mine.
So what am I doing pushing him away. Shutting him out.
Not letting him touch me
Fake laughing to show I'm happy with him. Which I am just not my feelings.
I not even sure what I feel.
I feel crap. Disgusting. Scared. Lonely.
Grrr help me lose this feeling please. I don't want to push him away.
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I think honestly, if you can do it.. get yourself to tell him a little about what you're feeling. I mean don't go into too much detail. The thing is, if you keep it inside you'll keep pushing and getting scared. Let him have the chance to give you some security!
I mean don't go into a full blown explanation about bpd and stuff just let him know where your insecurities lie and let him know without putting the pressure on him as if he's doing anything wrong.
That's just my thought
*hugs* I hope this works out for you hun.
~s4