Stupid brain, don't you know you need to rest? I've been tracking my mood and sleep the last few months because I can't grasp time like I expect anyone else could. Last week feels the same as last year if I remember. My sleep was fine then some switch was flipped and I sleep too little for a few nights after a few nights of sleeping 12 or more hours. Right now? Im lingering between 4 and 5.

Sure, I could take drugs Rx type to induce sleep but, they never really help when that switch in my brain has gone off. I am awake.

I suppose I could stay frustrated that the stubborn ways of my mind or I can just accept it. I carry on anyway. This isn't the first time and won't be the last. It isn't rational to grumble about what cannot be changed.

But I do! Silly brain, you can't decide if you're excited or verging oblivion. I guess that's why I can't sleep.