Thanks s4. It makes a lot of sense to do so...
But I know with myself once I start talking, if it doesn't make sense I then tell a little more. Till it all comes out.
It's like verbal vomit!!
Then I would lose him. My fears are also that if I tell him I feel a little insecure. That will be like given him a weapon to control me.
( not that I believe his like that or that he has gave me a reason to think this way)
But this is how I feel about any new person in my life. I don't want to feel that but I don't know how to control it.

I guess that's why I only have my friends I made when at school.

In group they tell us to accept are feeling and then let it go to one side. Well I'm pushing and it ain't budging.
I don't want to start making issues this early on in to our relationship.
As if it was on the other foot id run a mile.
But again I've only ever had bad experiences with bf being insecure.

Well this is complicated!! Excuse me I just going to step off this roll coaster for a minute. Feel a bit sick.