Petunia,

I think I would be willing but I have a tiny problem. I can't be truthful. I hide. It helps and hurts me. Not enough people actually know how I really feel in real life. And I can't ever ever let my parents find out. Especially about drugs, let alone the therapy!!

I suppose that could be why she said that. Or maybe she really thought I was telling the truth? I'm so confuzzled. I know, its my mess - I made it and its my responsibility to get out of, just don't know how.

I feel like I'm wallowing. And don't particularily like sharing how I feel. Am a bit more guarded about bad emotions.

Thanks Petunia