I don't even know how to describe my personality any more!
I've been happy for the last few weeks. I knew it wouldn't be long before it hit like a ton of bricks.

Do we bring this on ourselves?
We want to be happy, but we never expect it to last so it doesn't!

I feel empty today. And my trusted friend is close in my thoughts.
I've spent most of the morning crying.
And for what real reason?
None that's what.

I'm making myself cry. Making crap up in my own head. The happy me seems to of gone on holiday. And left the horrible me behind.

I want my smile back AND I WANT IT NOW.